I have put this post off for far too long. I’ve always been an advocate for taking the time out from work, social media and life in general when it get’s a bit too much, and recently I’ve done exactly that.
So where do I start? I guess I’ve kind of neglected my blog because I started to fall out of love with it and I didn’t really know where I was going with my content. It’s such a shame because it’s a hobby I am extremely passionate about and I dedicate as much time as I can to writing about topics I love to share with those with similar interests to my own. I had been doing extremely well with my mental health recently, every now and then my brain likes to throw a curve ball at me and I have to stop and think. I feel for all you poor souls who experience that regular depression meeting seasonal depression moment because it sucks like hell. It’s so frustrating when you are pulled away from something you genuinely enjoy because your own mind is working against you, and drains that last bit of motivation you thought you had from within.
Every January we try and make amends, find new goals and start afresh from the shit show we may have experienced in the previous year; somehow January always seems to be an ongoing rollercoaster of ‘today is going to be great’ to ‘I think I’ll just go back to bed.’ I’m not saying this is how I feel 24/7 because I hate to give the impression I’m constantly moping about feeling sorry for myself but it’s enough to make me want to vent.
I’ve hit a brick wall with where my life is going. I’ve come out of a long-term relationship, I’ve finished university and started a job that makes me feel like my degree meant nothing at all. My mental health and sexuality have generated a million and one questions inside my mind of confusion behind who I really am. My family has been tested with upsetting news which threw me off balance and was a wake-up call that you should never take them for granted because you never know what’s around the corner.
I’m sorry this wasn’t my usual positive post but unfortunately, life doesn’t always go your way. I’ve needed my time and space to think about what the hell is going on and I promise I will be back on my blogging game as soon as I am ready.
Until next time,
Neneh x
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